26.5.09

I want to suck the stars out of the sky with straw and eat them.

Do you like me? Dont do that.. that will only force you to sink into quicksand and kill yourself...coz i won’t fall in love anymore (at least for this time)..it hurts..love really hurts..yeke? biarlah keadaan yg menentukan..Remembering old days..when i look back then, i found that it was so stupid of me..doing all sort of thing just because losing her..yeah..that old days,i was like mayat hidup...doing bnde2 yg xde pekdah..i start to smoke dgn harapan bleh ilang sume masalah..bullshit!! itu sume tipu!! Smoking is not the solution..luckily aku sempat sedar diri...aku even take pills!! Tapi seb baik pil tido jek..sanggup aku pi pusat kesihatan kat upm,buat crite mcm2 kat dokte bior die bagi aku bnde tu....yeah aku igt lagi aku tido xbgn2..igt lagi mizan dgn min pimpin aku pi kuliah coz i cant walk straight!..pastu aku buat muke kesian kat kakam for his pills..aku even take ubat seleseme for the sleep effect..for the whole semester aku mcm tu..what the heck??? Is this the love that im looking for??? Stupid love!!
Aku cite ni hanyalah sebagai pedoman utk rakan2ku sekalian yg rase dunia tu dah hancur bile kamu kehilangan die..igtlah xde bnde yg kekal selain ALLAH..
To like you, i didnt know myself, i found myself really liking you..It was painful going home without you..but now im fine...so i give in....im totally fine now..


gambo ni xde kene mengene dgn entri nih pon..ni cume adelah gmbo yg mmbe aku soh buat utk wallpaper gf die..apekah??

p/s: can afford to lose anyone again~ dunno what i might do from that~

7 comments:

Anysz Sengalnerdz said...

sian ko
manusia mmg bodo kerna cinta..huuhu

RiRa said...

hang in there...
i am.trying..lol

ade la tu hikmah.

shara waida said...

sometimes, ada perkara baik disetiap setiap kejadian buruk..mungkin kita mnjadi lebih tabah..huhu...

zixol said...

anyzsengal:
ye manusia jadi bodo kerna cinta..

zixol said...

rikh:
yeah..all the best 2 u

zixol said...

shara:
btol..it make us stronger than b4..huhu

AniS GalaXy said...

opsss...
mcm sedey sgt plak kan.
apa pon setiap yg berlaku pasti ader hikmahnya

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