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MAKT dinner

its start from the anual MAKT dinner when i felt very uncomfortable..after the dinner of coz its time for posing and taking picture but im rather sit at one corner n relax mysefl coz i felt somethin wrong with my body n my feelin (with my stomach likely wanna burst out).they (my cosmate of course) ask me to join them but no thanks, i just smile and said 'a moment'..'go first2' and just smile~what more can i say~..im just waiting for the bus to arrived,go back to college,isyak n then go to sleep,actually they have some kind of cocktail at college but do i care? i just wanna rest...

monday-16mac-nothing happen just another ordinary day..xcept dr yati marah kat aku coz i didnt attent her extra classes on previous weekend (aku balik rumah la) she said u better make a letter or u cannot attent the final exam ~what more can i say~

yesterday-17mac-my condition got worst..fever,flu,coughing,headache,sengal2 badan etc etc etc..after send borhan to komuter serdang,straight away go to pusat kesihatan,(i cannot stand the hingus is like air paip keluar from my nose)..sooo cold inside there waiting for the doctor call my number..(n i found this cute nurse at pk)(huhu sakit2 pon nk buat dosa) ~what more can i say~..

n mlm td..malam tadi..malam tadi...i just dunno how to ..em.how to explain this..for all this time i though we are best friend,emm...or just a freind.i didnt knoe that u hate me..no no no..u said u didnt hate me..its just u dont like me..em no..u dislike me..theres sumthin about me that u dont like.yup thats the right word..there sumthin about me that u dont like.~what more can i say~.sumtimes i just dont understand..why on earth,theres so many people u be frens with n i never ever saw u have this kind of masalah dgn dorg..but with me..u always had..when u said that..~what more can i say~ u just added the pain im having rigth now..this is not the first time..u once said u cannot be yourself when u with me..why la??? i never ask u to be hipokrit..never ever ask u 2 acting another role..never asking u to be someone else..im just asking to be ur friend..is it too much?? ~what more can i say~u said ure sorry for the feeling u had about me..the feelin that u're not comfortable to be friends with me..~what more can i say~

im soo not in concious mind rigth now~i just hope ..just hope we all be friends ..for for for evaa~thats all~

p/s: just another drama~